BYE BYE ...

i am bored with everything in my life ... everytime o plan for something good in my life it cracks in front of my eyes... i make plan A with B and sometimes C ... then A fails .. B get Fucked then C washed away....
it is simple i want to continuee my education ... the Damn GMAT is holding me BACK ... for GOD SAKE....
i accepted to plan for the DAMN UK then all of the sudden i can't because of the people who have connections are not letting me just because my application will outperform them ...
... i think my life is coming to end ...
i don't see any goals i lost ambition ........ i lost self steem i lost even the good part in my hear which is love.... i don't feel it to my wife and to my kids !!! ...;
/GOD PLEASE Mercy ...